the coming of dawn…..

there are always a time that everyone of us struggle into different problems. some of us didn’t make it.. if there is a dawn there will always sun rise.. hai.. i hope this dawn will end.. i’m afraid of the dark…hahaha..

Never let a problem to be solved become more important than the person to be loved.

behind the scene

whew.. its been too many days or rather too may months since i’ve post here on my blog… well.. hai… sigh.. i’m watching news today… they are talking about the presidency, it suck because of all of the running for presidency are totally sucks…  well i’m interested about noynoy aquino and mar roxas tandem. they are new to me maybe they may give philippines a better one huh..  well it sucks cu’z erap estrada will run, hmm he’s too old for this kind of works.. he seems too slow about everything… hai.. well. i don’t who’s running and who will win..

sun is rising.. hehehe

A pleasant morning!. hai.. it’s been a while since I post here.. hehehe.. hai… i’m on my third year na… hai..i’m so irrated because of too many subject and too many to study. hai. by the way… well. … I ‘ve watch harry potter the sorcerer’s stone.. hehehe.. i don’t have money to watch the new movie the half blood prince… hai…  well there always a time for that… i’m listening to 89.9 today.. hehehe.. wow its funny cuz, one artist sang in SOP he pronounce puso into puk* while singning. .. hahaha… how awfful.. hehehe… love 89.9 hehehe.. it make them undull my morning. hehehe..

pursuiting my HAPPyness

 

its been a year since i write here on my blog.. hai.. super busy kasi i don’t have time to write.. well.. luma na toh. but still favorite ko parin sya.. hehehe…

well this is not about the movie the pursuit of happyness.. pero that movie is my favorite… it rings my ear to write on my bloggy.  hehehe.. well. is there somebody out here who is pursuing their happiness?. yung para bang masaya ka pero there is something that is missing. happiness is what people  looking for but never see it but you can feel it. well. its like  you found someone who makes you happy but she doesn’t want to give to you.. well love moves in diferrent ways.. it’s like a train, it will bring you to different destination ( different heart aches, love story..hehehe) in just one track. We all know that material things make us happy for a short period of time. well may nakapagsabi sa akin why am I looking for someone who can make me happy?. well I told naman kasi yung mga bagay na gusto ko pabago bago para bang walang contentment, gusto bago yung pangmatagalan. (motolite) Life encircles us to different dimension, we don’t know what dimension life can brings. parang isang game yan.. for example scrabble kailangan mo munang magisip ng word para makakuha ka ng mataas na points. but we don’t need points in our life. lahat tayo may points, point-of-view etc. hehehe.. ( wala akong maisip).

love is what we called bridge

destiny is the bridge you build for the one you love… you should give more time to someone you love, its not about the words of love but the action of love. destiny means you have soulmate that you’ve been waiting for. Giving your self to someone you must deal with expressing it, showing it, and mean it that your the one for her/him cu’z it will not work if you just say the 3 words for someone you’ll love. Destiny means creating  yourself to fit with her, to fit the action and words of love into her/his heart. It doesn’t matter if you become stupid in what you will do, it matters that you express your love for her/him unconditionally. Linking yourself to the person you love. Love is like making a bridge, you are the engineer and architect you must do it prefectly and beautifully”.

weeeeh!!. nakapagwrite na naman ako sa blog ko. hehehe.. its been too long na.hehehe. well. sino ang disabled dito?.. tanong lang nahihiya ba kayo?. well kasi bilid ako sa kanila eh. kasi naman akong ngang walang kapansanan eh nahihiya pa… anyways. madami akong nakaksalubong na may kapansanan hindi ko sila pinapansin kasi para sa akin normal lang din silang tao. one time kasi (well na sa mall ako nun! naggagala) may nakasalubong akong disabled (well matagal na ito pero ngayon ko lang naala kasi maynakasalubong ako kanina) yung kasunod ( by the way di sya gwapo ahh) pinagtatawanan nila yung paglakad nung disabled na nakasalubong. syempre ako naiinis sa kanila noh kaw ba naman pagtawanan mo eh wala naman dapat pagtawanan. as in tawa sila ng tawa tapos ginaya pa nila. napakasama nila (yun yungnasa isip ko) panu kaya kung sila yung nasa kalagaya nun at sila ang pagtawana ko di maiinsulot ka nun?. sinong magsasabi dito na hindi nakakainsulto yun?. di ba nga disabled na nga sila eh pinagtatwanan pa. bilib ako sa mga may kapansanan well syempre lakas ng confidence, self esteem, lahat lahat na. ako nga natatakot parin eh mahiyain pa.pero sila nakakabilib. they can stand up and aim high. sa lahat kasi na pinaka idol ko eh yung mga disabled. uu madaming artista, singer etc. maganda at super sexy. pero walang tatalo sa disabled idols ko lahat ng super na sa kanila super confidence( kahit pagtwanan taas noo parin) super sipag( kahit may kapansanan na sila eh nagtatrabaho pa sila ) wala na akong maisip ero lahat nasa kanila tama they are blessed by God lahat ata ng katangian ng isang tao eh nasa kanila not physically its emotional strength, spiritual faith. yung sa mga taong tumatawa dyan mahiya naman kayo. di ba sabi nil don’t judge a book by its cover cuz your not a judge. hehehe.. kasi ang phyisical appearance eh di yan tumatagal nag fefade din yan. lahat naman tayo may puwang dito sa mundong ito eh.. di ba alam nio naman yung word na respect in tagalog respeto. we should respect each other by all means. hindi naman kasi dapat pagtawanan yung hindi nakaktwa di lalo na kung nakakasakit kana. respect will give you a bountiful gift to life.

buhay college….

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sabi ng ating mga magulang ” masarap ang mag aral”. pero bakit ganun.. mas mahirap ata?. kasi namin ilang taon na ako sa college eh naisipan pang magshift ng ibang course. yan tuloy!. walang ako contentment dito sa mundong ito. kasi naman walang GF. ang hirap kasi eh.. minahal mo na sila, sila pa yung ayaw. anyways. lovelife, subject, dissmisal time, isa yna sa mga kasama sa buhay ng isang estudyante. sabi na nila nakakapagod daw. pero para sa akin. hindi naman eh! napapagod tayo kasi wala tayong contentment sa mundong ito.. is it because of the rapidly increasing of technology in this world? well I guest. makikita mo sa lahat ng estudyante eh! puro may cellphone, may laptop, ipod. naks naman! pag meron ka nito sikat sigurado.. at isa pa pag may sasakyan ka.. naks.. daming hahabol na girls sayo. ako. isa lang akong estudyante na walang kwenta.hehehe.. kasi naman sa lahat na nabanggit ko eh. cellphone lang ata ang meron ako. hehehe.. by the way. siguro naman halos lahat sa atin eh nakatuntong na ng kolehiyo. ako eh.. 2 years pa bagoako makaalis sa dilemma na ito.. wala ka ng hahanapin pa.. hindi ka na nagtatarabaho naggegain ka lang ng kowledge eh may allowance kapa!. saan ka pa. halos lahat sa atin nakaranas na ng inuman, maglakwatsa at magbagsak ng subject.hehehe… syempre magpapatalo ba ako. eh binagsak ko lang naman ang 2 major subject ng sabay ng dahil sa bilyar.. ngayon eh. natuto na ako kasi mahirpa na din. pagbumagsak pa eh. ipapasa ko na naman sa magulang ko ang aking pang summer.. hehehe.. buhay college.. for me. naku. mahirap na madali, mahirap na masya… mahirap i terms of mga subjects na sobrang hirap na bago lang sa ating kaisipan mga prof na nagpapahirpa sa mga estudyante, madali na madali makahingi ng pera, maka kickback sa tuition.hehehe kidding! madali na, madali lang as in you just go with the flow un lang.mahirap na masaya???.. hmm. mahirap dahil minsan andito yung sakit. after you broke up with your girlfriend or boyfriend, masaya because of dito mo napapakita yung pagkatao mo.. dito madami kang barkada, dito your free. as in para kang nakawala sa koral. they said that ” college is our stepping stone to our future, that’s why we need to sacrifice, take it seriously, be contented.”.

pulubi

dito sa Pilipinas maramingpulubi kang makikita, sa harap sa likod, at kung saan saanpa. di ko malaman kung pulubi tlaga sila o nagpupulubihan. sa panahon mgayon maging practical na daw tayo sa buhay, wag magbibigay sa taong kung tawagin nila manlilimos ng bayan. dumarami na sila, mas marami pa sila sa sa mg sasakyan na dumadaan sa edsa. di ko alam kung bakit ganit ang naging kalagayan nila. ito ba ay dahil sa gobyerno na kurapsyon lang ang inaatupag o ito dahila ng nila sapagkat di nila iniisp ang kinabukasan nila ika nga bahala na si batman. yun ata ang lagi kong naririnig Bahala na si batman. lahat ata ng tao nasabi na yun eh. bakit di kaya si superman or si spiderman. marami naman ibang superhero dyan ahh. di ko alam kung sino ang sisisihin ko sa mga nangyayari dito sa pilipinas sabi ng gobyerno umuunlad na daw ang ekonomiya ng bansa.. jerbs na gobyerno yan oh. di a nila alam na super duper hirap ng buhay ngayon. porket nasa posisyon sila marangya ang kinikita at higit sa lahat (corrupt) madaming ari arian. bakit di nila matugunan ang mga mahihirap para naman mabawasan ang mga pulubi sa kalye. alam ko naman na ginagwa na nila yung mga paraan na yun.. pero hindi pa sapat yun.. sobrang kulay. lahat tumataas si gloria lang naman ang hindi eh.. pero wala akong magagawa isa lang akong estudyante na walang kalaban laban.. .

feelings…

many of us doesn’t really knows what love means, there is no words to explain the meaning of love in each of us. some people are greatfully lucky enough to find their own destiny or soulmate. Are you sure that’s God’s gave us a man /woman to whom destined for us?… i really don’t sure of that.. cu’z some says that we have to find our own destiny, we don’t need to wait we express to the other person that she’s/he’s the one for you. In don’t know what to believe in, love that they called destiny or love that creat destiny. cu’z even though we express love to someone sometimes that someone ignore the feelings and the sacrifice. I don’t know why i write this in my blog maybe is it because i can’t/ don’t know how to express my feelings to someone i love ( she doesn’t love me) or i’m afraid to lose that someone whom gave me something that they called happiness. now its gone Idon’t know where to go.. LOVE is ONLY A WORD UNTIL YOU FIND SOMEONE TO GIVE A DEFINITION>>>

a beginner

this is not my first post  or first attemp of blogging, i just want to spand my blog and be read by other people whom can understand my thought, point view etc. this blog is only my freedom to talk about the what happening in my life and the things around me.  I hope you enjoy reading my blogs…